Suzanne's Studio

Photo Session Outing in Singapore

2007-07-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

Sometimes around July me , Icel N bro billy went to Chinese Garden in Singapore n did some photo shooting. Really enjoyed the outing...esp I felt so excited coz long time didn't shoot liao hehe...thx Iczel for become model N thx bro for borrow me camera..

I REALLY WANA SHOOT MORE N MORE IN SINGAPORE^-^

Thx bro billy for this pix, I like it!!!

Bro billy in action!

Iczel-the model

Take a free breath..

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

2007-07-12T01:45:00.000-07:00

Did this test N found the result quite accurate...
Here is the result after i took this test...i would say it's 80%true!!!

Yeah I m this kind of person think so...heh...

You Are 49% Feminine, 51% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

SK's Birthday Celebration^-^

2007-07-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

Ok...long time didn't blogging ya due to busy life here(I am in Singapore now N will start work soon^-^), happy to say that I got a job N I am back to blogging again, Miss ya blogging time^-^

Those photos are taken on June by MS n EL, we celebrated SK's birthday N met some Malaysians who working in sg too, Oh ya those guys are funny hehe...thanks ya sk for inviting me to join the activitiy N have fun together for ur birthday celebration, Wish ya all ur birthday dreams come true...

my thought at this moment...

2007-06-02T21:44:00.000-07:00

Recently busy with job searching, plus no internet access at home so I become less online nowadays...Anyway honestly say I am getting kam cheong/nervous as I am still waiting for job offer, I hv sent out quite lots of resume to Singapore N still waiting for their response, Well wish me luck!!!I hope to start work on July CAN???

mE.mYSeLf^-^

2007-06-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

No time to shoot recently, busy with job finding, so I pretend I am shooting here hehe...OMG!!!

Ah Zanne LATEST PRODUCTION^-^

2007-06-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

As mentioned in title hehe, some photo pages I did recently, hehe for myself N for everyone in the pixs, I hope I can do better Zanne's production using Photoshop skills in the future hehe, N ya It always good looking back at those good ole times, it always cheers me up,N of course I wanna travel More in future^-^

foodsssssss^-^

2007-06-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

Some foods pixs I managed to take recently, hehe including my dad's homemade peanut buns k, enjoy viewing! eat this Rainbow Roll@Kedah with my dad, damn nice!!!

Oh I damn miss Penang AsamLaksa,
sigh can't even find a nice laksa back in hometown, sianz=(

YEAH Dad's homemade peanut buns, hehe this is only one of my dad's product nia,

my dad cooking skills is awesome CAN

PenangAsam Laksa again, this is wen tik laksa actually when we went out last time, i jz snap on it hehe...^-^

I believe I can fly...

2007-05-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

遠方天空雲層遮蓋了前往方向
迷失在黑暗之中
天使問我手中緊握不放的是什麼
我說尋找夢想的燈火

有時我會失去力量
再艱難的旅途也要驕傲的走過

眼前的世界音樂演奏中
不停挑戰我就算曾悲傷過
我要的世界夢想在懷中
未來呼喚我相信我會堅強的走到最後

人生會有疲憊想放棄的時候
看不清路的盡頭
天使身後太陽照醒希望的翅膀
那是未來伸出的雙手

Read this on Ann's blog, I like the meaning a lot, exactly how I feel now, I am so frustrated about my future, my career or even my life... I hope, I can continue to be tough, continue to fight for my dreams, til the end of my life...

"眼前的世界...不停挑戰我...夢想在懷中...未來呼喚我...相信我會堅強的走到最後..."

2007-05-13T22:21:00.000-07:00

Today I went to shot alone by the seaside. Not in a good mood though try to release my stress by doing photography. Got some senget shots, I guess it caused by my senget mood...maybe...erm...

Dear sis

2007-05-13T16:37:00.000-07:00

You know
I am so touched when I saw RM100 in my wallet today
You know me very well
You know I will never ask for money from anyone
You know I really hate to do so
I rather earn money by myself and spend my own money
You always keep checking my wallet to see if I hv enough money to spend
You always there to support me no matter how
You might not hv chance to see this
But you know, I am crying while typing this
My tears jz out of control and keep falling down for no reasons
I am so touched of what you hv done for me
You know I hate to ask money from anyone
Therefore you choosed to put in money in my wallet
And keep quiet
But I know
You're the only one who do this for me
Thanks sis
I will always remember what I promised to you
And I will do everything for you
Just like the way you do everything for me
I am proud of you
I love you forever, my dear sis~

The world is getting dangerous?!!!

2007-05-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

Today when I was checking my friendster mailbox I realized I got a message from a stranger, somehow it's looks ridiculous to me and what was in my mind after i read the message was, Hrm seriously I hv to agree with my parent's point in which the world is getting dangerous, and as I am growing up I getting more understand of my parent's worry, esp everytime when I told them I wanna backpack around Malaysia, they always said it is toooo dangerous to do so, and ya I have to say that we hv to be careful though dangerous is everywhere, ain't it?I guess I am too childlish sometimes or I ain't mature enough???...=)

Here to share the stupid message I got.The result???haha...I blocked the stupid person immediately, I am jz try my best to protect myself, can?Sometimes we can choose to be fooled or not to be fooled by someone, all is up to you allright? And the most important, I will not wasted my time to play with those stupid strangers...What a stupid=)

"Hi am 36 years old, from Northern area .Always travelling . Very tall 6'2", muslim, weight 76kg but not fat. I am heavy becoz I am tall.Mixed pakistani and malay. hometown in penang. married with 2 kids but available for anybody that want to make friends.Hope ur dont mind i am married coz I am sincere to make friends.Looking for sincere relationships and honest.Looking for sincere and honest ladies any races so anytime that she with me, she will feel safe, full with joys,sharing each other problems and happiness and feel free to talks anythings."

A Wonderful Bubble Night...

2007-04-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

Tonight I had a casual gathering with one of my uni friends, Yewei, and had some sharing of life. It's always great to talk to this girl coz she is a motivated girl that I never meet before, yet fulls of energetic hah.Really thanks for spent the time together my bubble friend...

We blowed the bubbles by the Gurney seaside, I always feel happy when blowing bubbles, a simple bubbles blowing can bring some much fun and makes me feel release, somehow it's reminds me of the bubble times together with my buddies, Bernen N Irene, the bubble queen haha, Oh ya Wish too bubble queen will hv a fun trip in Singapore with Aris ya...

I hope I can still blow the bubbles til I am old, haha, I will always remember those frens who can always play bubbles together with...Will never forget all those sweet bubbles times we had spent together...=)

Bubbles is like a Magic, It makes our dreams come true N bring so much fun to our life ain't it?

Let's blow the bubbles together!!!

Discover Penang (Con't)

2007-04-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

My Very Last Shots in Penang

2007-04-23T03:12:00.000-07:00

Basically this is my last shots in Penang, I will leave Penang soon in this coming Friday...
Thx to Irene for brought me to sooooo many great places to shoot, and also Aris and Jack for giving soo much fun and shared the great moment together, Baskin Robbins team Rockz man!!!

Well..talk about my very last shots in Penang, it contained 3 different theme to represent 3 different major culture in Penang, More shots@ Suzanne's Multiply Photo Page

I am getting heavy heart to leave Penang now...
Anyway. It's time to say Goodbye...

My very 1st Model Shooting using DSLR

2007-04-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahaahaaaaa my very 1sy model shooting using Nikon D70s, thx for CK for kind enough to borrow me his cam for 3 days, Who's is the mistery girl in the pix?She is my model for tmr hehe...haha check back and see yeh...

OH Yeah!!!I finally got a temporary medicine for my DLSR fever for few days, haha after the model shoot in the early morning, will continue to Kek Lok Si for some items shoot, after that will go to meet JohnK, he is a good photographer, he promised to give me some comment on my very 1sy model shooting wor, haha happy!!!

Chao, I got to sleep and prepare for tmr,

Good Luck for my tmr 1st model shooting hahahahaha...MUACKzzzzz!!!!!

Shining dayyyyyyy....Happyyyyyyyyy...

2007-04-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

Ahahhhahahahaa No Teeth Zanne is sooooooo happy today, I really wanna tell the world how happyyyyyyyyyyyyy I am ya hehe, coz today is definately a shining day for me, my dad came to Penang gave me a visit and bought me a notebook, It's Compaq Presario V3204....Wow it a CoooL gadget man, which comes with advanced functions and many many giftss hehe coz i bought it in PC Fair, a fair where you can get all the big deal and big gifts hehe, okok will officially introduce my new gadget after my finals next week, thanks dad for love me soooo much and I can't wait ya to payback your love, to my mum and my cute monkey sis as well, I love you all for always being take care of me and love me soooo much, Muackz....Muackz!!!

And thanks to auncle as well who was kind enough to fetch us to PC Fair, Queensbay Mall and Tesco to buy stuffs, and for the great meals as well, 3 of us really have a Super Great Time today ya, Love Love to auncle and dad!!!

Tmr early morning will go to government hospital and try to get my teeh fix, hopefully ya. After that will be going to lib to study, Ya I wanna study hard to payback my parent's love though I feel lazy to study, I REALLY wanna try my best to ace it!!!

Thanks to auncle, dad, mum, sis, shining friends and everyone who always love me soooo much and take care of me, I appreciate ya for everything!!!

And thanks God for gave me such a shining day today! Til then no more blogging til I done my finals on 18April. Take care and No Teeth Zanne love ya everyone! Wish me luck in my finals, ok?...:D

shining friends

2007-04-07T22:48:00.000-07:00

Read one of my secondary school classmate's blog, Wen Tik and found this song "shining friends" on her blog. This girl is very kind and it's good to be her friend, she is always willing to help up in any matter. We know each other for more than 5 years I guess, suddenly thinking of her, hehe esp the way she used to be. We always hv topic to talk to though we don't meet up that often. I know, she is one of my true friends.It's so true that we are getting less true friends when we are getting older, yet I would say I don't fully trust anyone because sometimes friendship lie. That's why I like to keep myself alone, think alone, walk alone, photoshoot alone, drive alone, cry alone, boring alone, or even crazy alone. Sometimes honestly say I feel the loneliness in my heart but I still prefer to be alone, Don't ask me why I jz feel good when I am alone...

I keep listening to this song and I am crying at this moment while I am typing all this, crying for No Reasons, jz feel touch!!!I am not sad, I am jz suddenly think of many "sweet and sour" memories with some true friends and I really cry for no reasons, jz suddenly hv kinda of negative thinking, true friend is hard to find and I will cherish those true friends who always be with me together for all the good and bad times. I will cherish them forever...forever...

Love the lyric a lot, very touch song, and some words that I really wanna say to my true friends, is jz like what Wen Tik have mentioned in her blog...
朋友们,
我很想把这首歌送给你们.
不管以后的任何时候,
听到这首歌时,
一定要用心听一听,
想一想我的smile和白痴脸.
哈哈哈!

http://www1.haoting.com/play/haotingsonglian.asp?id=112035&B1.x=25&B1.y=8

A little faith Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe
you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friendship be

谢谢了, 好好的朋友们. :)
(Dedicated this song to all my shining friends, esp to Wen Tik, Bernice, PB, Gail)

Jz to Blahhhh...ahahaha...

2007-04-07T02:31:00.007-07:00

Well I am officially graduate after done my 3 final papers which is on 15, 17 and 18 April. You know what a silly Zanne did, i surposed to hv 2 weeks time to study started on 1 April, but guess what certaint things happended that spoiled my mood to study yeh esp my front teeh broken WTH, Oooops hang on there, there is not a good reason Suzanne for being not study ya, but sometimes somethings really spoils my mood to study yet I am emotional person haha, what to do??? No choice but I hv to catch up all 3 papers as much as I can, this is my final sem and I hv to Ace it coz i didn't did well in my mid-term exam, so Gambate to myself, let's get study thing done 1st be4 I think of others annoying stuffs, cham lorrrrrrr....

Oh ya I will be getting my notebook soon in this coming Sunday, Dad and brother borrow me money to buy it as I definately need a notebook to get my stuffs done, or in more accurate words I can't live without my laptop, hehe...Since they are willing to help me to get a new notebook, nothing much I can do to pay their kindness and love, EXCEPT study hard for my finals, jia youlah ok Lazy Zanne, you can't fail this time and I want you to Ace it well ok...

It"s almost 3 A.M. at midnight, I better go to sleep and avoid to be Panda Zanne hehe, tmr still need to wake up early morning at 7A.M to TmPoint to settle some stuffs, GNite, ciao!!!

Today's mood:
A bit angry due to colleague's bad behaviour
Excited coz I went to PCFair and I am getting my notebook soooooooon
Loneliness coz I suddenly feel my heart is sooooo EMPTY ler!!!

The Piano

2007-04-03T16:21:00.000-07:00

Detail

Yamaha

Another Perspective

Yanie

2007-04-03T16:16:00.000-07:00

My Dream Notebooks

2007-04-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

Recently has been busy searching for new laptop that better suite my needs and budget, It's so incovenience without a laptop with me esp I can't work on assignments and other important stuffs like work on my photos and so on, anyway I will get a new one soon in this coming week. I talked to Bernice about my dream notebooks and she want to take a look of those really CooL stuffs. Hehe here some pixs of the notebooks at ur requested:

Asus Lamborghini Limited Notebook

This Super luxury notebook will costs at RM 11,900 haha

Acer Ferrari Notebook

Imagine how excited it will be with Ferrari cars pop on ur screen haha, Well you can enjoy the scene with a price of RM 4999, at the beginning this one is in my list but a bit hard to afford the price so I better forget about it ...

It comes with the wireless mouse and carbon-fibre front protection, I would say It's super CooL, Anyway though I can't afford it but I will hv chance to explore it soon as my sis's bf got one of this cool stuffs hehe, jz can't wait to see this gadget

The packing is even Cool which only driving me crazy...

I am Bo Gei Zanne...:(

2007-04-01T02:04:00.000-07:00

My kanasai buddy sent me this BoGei kid'spix when she know I became BoGei, I really feel like I looks the same like the kid ler, I know you must laugh til death when you saw this, Aiyo I am damn headache now coz I can't even go out to meet people, waiting for 9am to come then I will rush to dentist place, I hope he might be able to save me, Unforgettable April Fool day, the God really fool me out damn it!!!Tomorrow gonna be a painful day to go...Sigh...

I hate BoGei !!!I want my teeth back!!!

Mirror Philosophy is GREAT!!!

2007-03-31T04:23:00.000-07:00

I learnt this from Alextkt, one of Multiply photokakis, this guy shooting damn keng chao, and I asked him few questions regarding photography, I asked him how he managed to get those awesome shots, this is what he told me and I think it's really meaningful and insight,

"Imagine you stand front of a mirror, try to see from low angle, high angle, far, near, and this is how I shoot"

I start thinking of what he said and tried some shooting using his mirror philosophy, It's really great! I see different perspective in my life, and that's how I learn about life through photography, It's work well to me. I am kinda of "death brain" coz I always think or look at one perspective only in whatever I do, now I learn something new, and I will practice Mirror Philosophy more often in my life,not only practise it in photography but in my life start from now on.

Try to think, see, and do in different perspective, this is what I should do more often, that's true!!!And that's why I got some awesome shoots today using Mirror Philosophy, Yeah!!!

Share a great song before I going to my bed,it's a great song from Indonesian singer and I have been listen to this song for more than 20 times even now while I typing all this, Love the lyric a lot, and It's makes me think of so many"Kenangan Terindah" in my life...-D , dedicated this song to all who has bring all those Kenangan Terindah in my life...-D

Samsons-Kenangan Terindah

More Pixs COMING SOON!!!

2007-03-22T14:45:00.000-07:00

给简大奶的流言

2007-03-20T17:18:00.000-07:00

hey gail I can't leave chinese message on my tagboard so I leave it here for you , miss you oh!!!~

"喂简大奶，明明就是你不对嘛去你的竟然给老娘答泰国人哈哈，
不要以为叫阿泰的人都是泰国人啊哈哈哈。。。=)
可恶的家伙！！！！！"

还有啊听短脚凤凰说你报名当空姐啊，
加油啊简大奶你的奶都已经那么大
(看吧我还特地强调了你可以成功的主因叻感动吧哈哈！！！！！)
所以我相信你是可以做到的
不论做什么工作啊
都要确保自己开心enjoy
那就足够了
Gambate Chien Nu Shan!!!
你一定可以做到！！！！！...=)

就快了。。。

2007-03-20T16:49:00.000-07:00

终于挨到最後一個assignment啦﹐ 哈哈好開心﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗
想到以后不用再赶报告为了考试而压力，哈哈就是开心，
我想bernice应该最了解我的开心程度吧！
因为你是每一次听我吐苦水听我投诉读书有多辛苦的人，
Finally老娘终于要毕业了，
未来的路可能走得更艰难
but anyway我想是时候展开人生的另一个阶段了
为当下而努力
放眼未来才是最实际的
替我加油吧！！！

Singapore Trip~

2007-03-19T17:05:00.000-07:00

Visit to Singapore on Dec during my sem break, here are some pixs followed me back, special thanks to Bernen for patient enough to wait for me while I keep snapping around, enjoyed the trip very much, Singapore is just an awesome place to visit to~

Enjoy viewing!!!...=D

Zanne and Bernen@Singapore, so much fun we having ya~

@China Town

Life is full of waiting
(Shot this while waiting for the bus to Singapore)

Yummy~

Busy downtown in Singapore

Walk alone in the lonely evening

Singapore famous satay meehun, yummy but a bit oily,
from here you can see why 2 sampat girls getting piak and piak in Singapore haha~

My drink for the day, damn nice~
It's the A&W mixed up with the ice cream haha,
I had this for twice during my stay in Singapore

Then we had this fantastic ice cream dessert after our very full dinner,
It cost only 2 Sing Dollar, damn cheap~
I ordered Pistachio flavor, yum yum!!!

Some night shot at downtown before we going back to JB

Singapore trip's pixs to be cont'...

Yeah!!!1st Photo Contest Entry!!!

2007-03-09T20:14:00.000-08:00

from left to right:

Category 1: Local cuisines - Our Food, Our Passion

Category 2: Festival - The Spirit of Thaipusum

Category 3: Heritage - We Worship You

School of Mass Com has organised a photo contest with the theme: Penang has It ALL!!! Basically we need to submit 3 photos for different theme and those are 3 pixs I choosed to submit, my 1st photo contest and did everything in a rush, coz I am rushing for assignments while doing this, I don't think I hv the higher changes to win the contest coz those pixs are not the perfect one due to time limitation, but just thinking of try my luck haha, if win then it will only encourage me to take more better pixs, if lost then I will take it as an experience. Basically I think that my photo is not till that level to participate in photo contest, anyway just give myself a try, no harm in trying ain't it!

WISH MY LUCK!!!

欲哭无泪。。。

2007-03-01T22:27:00.000-08:00

今天是蛮难过的一天，
太多事情让我觉得好烦，
找不到快乐的理由！！！超郁闷！！！！

为一大队的project而烦，
为钱烦，真的需要一笔钱来买laptop ，交utilities fee ，rental啦
多得让我不想去理了

再看看一些好朋友的部落格
发觉人有时真的是不开心的时候多过开心的时候
读到一篇文章，
提到人随着年龄增长，知心朋友也越来越少，
说的好一点也没错，
我总觉得朋友不在乎多少，知心朋友难寻
只有自己清楚知道谁才是真正的朋友
说起来我在这里没有一个我认为可以交心的朋友，
所以我选择在不开心的时候把自己给封闭起来
我越来越觉得人选择相信自己多一点比较好
这世界上勾心斗角的人与事太多了
天下乌鸦一般黑

突然有一股好想哭的感觉...

Happy CNY!!!

2007-02-15T15:06:00.000-08:00

Gong Xi Fatt Chai

CNY is coming soon, Zanne here wanna wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year and may the new year begins with happiness...

All the best to everyone in 2007!

Well, I have few things to be achieved in 2007 Golden Pig Year, what???
Target 1: Get a DSLR (RM 3-4k) (I consider this is the most important thing to be done...=D)
Target 2:Step into Singapore and hopefully I can go further from there, Let's see!!!
Target 3: of course Earn a lot of MONEY!!!
Target 4: Payback to my parents and sis
Target 5: SECRET (This will be my secret forever, Only silly me know this...=P)

Wish me luck!!!...=P

Terlalu Istimewa

2007-01-27T20:52:00.000-08:00

Here is a highly-recommended song from me, it is from a Malay singer, Adibah Noor-Terlalu Istimewa. The song contains a real story that happened 3 years ago, here I really wanna share some stories related to the song:

About the real story behind of the song:
There is a 10years old little girl who has been raped and killed 3 years ago in JB, it's really shock and it's really sad to hear that, and the singer Adibah Noor was shocked by the news. She expressed her feeling to the composer, Azlan Abu Hasan and told him that she was about to compose a song to remember the unlucky little girl. There's comes the song "Terlalu Istimewa". The song lyric wrote by the singer herself and composed by Azlan Abu Hassan.

About the dedicted singer:
The singer herself took out RM130,000 to produce her own album 3 years ago as no one are willing to produce a album for her due to her plus plus size, she was thinking it's better to do it herself than keep asking helps from music companies that emphasize on singer's beauty image coz all the music company asked her to diet first before they can produce a album for her. So, she decided to take out RM130,000 to accomplish her dream. There's comes the album. But all the painful experience and hardwork by the singer has well paid-off when she got the best song and the best vocal of the year in the Anugerah Juara Lagu 2007 that was about to happen few days ago. It do give me a thinking, It's true that your hard work will get recognise in someday ain't it?

One of my malay colleagues told me some add on related to the victim's family, the bro of the victim became abnormal after his sis's fierce death because he can't accept what a cruel thing that hepped on her lovely sis. I was really shocked when I heard of it. It's really a meaningful song that tells a real story that happened in this cruel cruel world...

I have recommended this song to bro Teng and Bernice and they like it very much.
Let's share~

Terlalu Istimewa-Adibah Noor

Terlalu Istimewa
Lagu : Azlan Abu Hassan
Lirik : Adibah Noor

Ku tak tergambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju

Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Mendengar cerita
Segala rahsia
Tak tertanggung rindu
Mendengar suaramu
Tawa mengusik jiwa
Oh...

my ibook is gone, Sad I am really sad=(

2007-01-27T19:53:00.000-08:00

Again, shit thing happened yesterday!

I was about to send my laptop to Gurney fo repain purpose, with fully hope that It will probably costs me about RM200 and I am really well-prepared to pay for it(teng as you said MacBook won't break so easily one), but damn it after a few minutes they checked my iBook they told me I have to pay for RM2600 because my RAM i broken and i hv to change it, the worst thing is, RAM itself is not that expensive actually, it probably will costs ya about less than RM500 but damn it, since my RAM is attached on my motherboard they said i have to change the whole motherboard. I felt shitty and my tears was about to turn round in my eyes, honestly RM2600 is a big amount esp for a poor student like me, what the hack man! this is worst thing about Apple computer, it is not easy to down but once it broken it will even costs you thousands to repair it, thats why people often say Apple need a higher maintenance cost! It's true!

As for now, I really can't live without a comp. So start from now on I need to sit in this lousy comp.lab and do all my stuffs for months. And the worst thing is, I don't really backup for all the pics in my comp, only backup for about 70% of it due to limited hard disk space, I am sad and I feel like I have lost my souls, once the pics gone its gone, I means ya it's not an excellent photos but I can't back it back with money, It's really gone!!!

I was thinking my financial won't be so tight after this month ya, well you know what my pocket left only RM50 and I will go to KL to find my buddies next weekend, heck where to find money? Ah Nen I think I can't accompany ya to KimGary anymore, too bad to say I can only afford for roti now(roti is still your favourite???)...:(

Sad I am really sad, coz my laptop and my cam is the most important things to me, how can you imagine a life without those stuffs?It gonna be suffer man, and ya Zanne still need comp. to online and viewing Master pieces of photography online, that's my main entertainment which won't costs me any money and makes me feel the most happy!

Damn it, I hv to find a new one anyway, I can't sitting in this stupid comp. lab anymore, those comp are damn slow, lousy and the kepboard can't even function properly that I need to copy and paste the "n"word from net, really makes me crazy!!!The mouse can't drag one and Indian's students keep talking in their language which makes me feel so annoying!!! and what the stupid rule that only allowComputerScience students to use the lab, I really feel not comfortable to stay here as I can kena halau by the security guard at anytime coz I enter the lab without using pass. Hrm...just try to find a place that can allow me to use comp. and won't costs me a cent. It's really expensivelah to online at CyberCafe...sianlah!!!=(

I REALLY MISS MY iBOOK, now I can only look at it from far away and do nothing, it's no response anymore and Zann became so hot-tampered without myiBook...Sad me!!!...=(

KLCC Shot!Shot!Shot!

2007-01-23T16:00:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!!Shot this with PhotoKaki buddy, PB sometimes ago on Sep, 2006. Just manage to post it up now due to busy schedule, and this is one of my favourite pics for the day...The weather somehow turn into orang color when we shot this and do give different feeling to the pics,Awesome!!!

More KLCC Image at my photo page at http://suzannephotokaki.multiply.com/
Enjoy!!!...=P

Sushi time@Don's sushi

2007-01-23T15:58:00.000-08:00

Went for sushi with Emily@Don's sushi in JB, and there were some photos followed me back...=P

More sushi pics at http://suzannephotokaki.multiply.com/
Have fun viewing!!!

A special song from a special friend...=P

2007-01-23T04:39:00.000-08:00

Zanne here wanna say thanks ya Phoebe, the song just too lovely, I love it so much and listen to ya for the whole day haha, the lyric is meaningful and somehow it contains of how do we really feel in our life, ain't it?

"我们都是这样,一面带着伤痕一面飞翔...在你面前从来不用逞强, 只有你明白我的疯狂, 难过的时候有我在身旁,我陪你等天亮, 拥抱着一起分享能放心的哭一场,是再微笑的力量..."
(A special part from the song that I wanna dedicate to all my friends who always there to share my ups and downs, esp for PB, Bernice, Gail...Thanks for everything!)

Thanks for the great song share with ya!...=P

作词:徐世珍
作曲:陈界维
编曲:mac chew

眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头
你说我很棒
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你知道我多傻
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕
比赛看谁早一点学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞
然后分享那种喜悦
有你在身旁
嗯……

愛得太遲 ...

2007-01-23T04:26:00.000-08:00

As usual I always browse some friend's blog and photo page before go for bed, then I found this song on one of my photographer friend web, it's old song from Leo Koo, but who's care even if it is old song as long as it is a nice song, I just love it!

残废

2007-01-12T04:40:00.000-08:00

Found this song in my friend's blog, I like the lyric much. Its talk about a person who lost in love and still try to look for true love in life, at the end of the day he/she get pain again. A great song from Kenji~

残废
作词:吴克群
作曲:吴克群

爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍

我像个残废
在爱里残废

Some thoughts for today...

2007-01-12T02:30:00.000-08:00

Today I think of a lot of things in life due to some circumstances...

Life is full of waiting
Well actually now I am waiting for some pics to be uploaded to my website, due to poor network problem I need to spend more times til my pics load to my website, but I am patient enough to wait for it tonight rather than hot-tampered and get angry compared to normal day which I used to be, because I suddenly think of this, Life is actually full of waiting...

Life is just like the way you upload a pics to the internet, it's full of waiting! We are also waiting for something or some person in every single day ain't it?

Do you ever have a dreams in your life
I saw this in one of my friend's MSN ID, "Dreams as if you'll live forever, and live as if you'll die tomorrow", well first thing comes out in my mind is, have we ever practice this in our life, and can we still wear the jacket of dreams even if we are getting older? Some people might says yes But most of people will disagree and they'll think that those thinking are just too unrealistic. For me I am glad that at least at this moment I still have my dreams and I still remember about it, But I don't know if I will still maintain my dreams in the future, and sometimes we might easy to get lost due to too many materialistic things in this crowded world.
Do dreams comes true??? Whether if the answer is yes or not, I guess it is better than we dream of nothing in our life...
Let's pray for our dreams and Let's pray for future!

How should I do to show you that I am not gonna bother you anymore
(to someone that you love)
My manager went to Genting for a short trip and she took the opportunity as the last chance to see her ex-bf, simply because they broke up for quite a long times and the guy already have another girl. On the way back to Penang she sms me and asked me a question, should I sms my ex-bf to tell him that I am not gonna bother you anymore after this? Without a doubt I replied her sms, and tell her all this things:
" As long as you didn't sms him anymore thats means that you are not gonna bother him anymore, more sms will just makes you feel heavy heart to leave him ain't it? For me, No sms means No bother, because you choose to let him go and let him enjoy his new life which is good for him"
There is not necessary for girls to bother a guy who is holding another girl's hand, I know it is hard to do it but you have to do it also no matter how hard it is. Don't ever let your self-respect fall on the floor if he is not loves you anymore. It is hard for a girls like us to do so but be tough when this worst thing happens in life. My manager is just a very simple person for me, or should I says a simple girl who easy to fall in love without think of future, every girl used to be in this way. She has been hurt by many mans for many times but she still choose to believe in love. Not to deny everyone has their own way to loves a man, but if we really loves a person we will choose to wish him all the best even if he is not longer belong to us, honestly says as long as he is happy then we'll feel happy for him too. This is the way we loves a person, you might not see this Ayu but I still wanna wish you Good Luck in love, try to find someone that will never hurt you. Cheers friend!

Emily Penang Trip (Day 3)

2007-01-05T12:46:00.000-08:00

Finally up...there are some pics we took on Day 3, we went to Butterworth, Ferigghi Beach, Gurney Drive and ended up our day@Penang Airport. Oh ya not forget to mention ya, we had a dangerous motor ride to Butterworth, we ride a motor and passby Penang Bridge, there are too many accident cases happens in Penang Bridge everyday, I feel a bit scary as this is the first time I drive a bike across the bridge but anyway, new experience in my life~

We stopped by at the sea side front of e-gate to snap some pics

Penang Bridge

Emily looking at Penang Bridge

At that time we saw a lovely couple taking their wedding photo album there so I am happy that I even have chance to do some snapshots keke, Happy Wedding!!!

Try to do some shots in B&W

Original pic with some effects on, got feel???...=P

Emily busy searching sea shell for her sis...

Emily there you go, add on a bit underpainting effect on this pic too~

One of my favourite shot for the day ~

This is my favourite shot that I like the most~
Emily already get used with all her crazy photoprahpy amatuer friends and now can easily do whatever posting requested by Zanne hehe~

Then I found out there is another new way to shot
Use your hand to cover the lens as the shape you would like it to appear in the pic and the result will turn out like this, phoebe you should try this out very CooL way to shot!!!

Then we arrived@Chung Ling Butterworth, Zanne's secondary school

7Years I has been in this school,
It makes me think of a lot things happened last time when I was here,
All the good ole times that we will only worry about play and how to hv fun
No career worry, no financial burden@ that time...
But growing through the path will makes us stronger ain't it?

A view of CL main hall

My lovely secondary school with lots of sweet memories there~
It's so true that we can't buy back some good memories and good ole times with money,
I'll keep all the good one in my heart~

Long long time ago I was same as them,
do the thing they are doing now and having lots of fun...=P

Emily posting on the ferry when we are on the way back to Penang

After this we head to Ferigghi Beach, another popular tourism place in Penang
This pic I took front of feringghi beach hotel

A funny couple on the beach who asked me to take a pic for them...=D

Pig people and Pig leg???hehe she said one not me...

Our shadow on the sea@Gurney Drive

After grabbed some foods@Gurney, it is still early so we went to Penang Airport
Had a cup of CoffeeBean, erm I still think that Starbucks coffee is much more better than CoffeeBean, the ice blended I had i found out the quality is not as smooth ass Starbucks, disappointed!

Last year at almost this time Zanne is depart to Canada hoho,
kinda miss the good ole times~

Of course we need a pic of 2girls@PenangAirport coz this is the fisrt time Emily visit to Penang Airport haha~

Till then more pics coming soon!
Thanks for viewing!!!

Goodbye 2006, Welcome 2007!!!

2006-12-30T03:18:00.000-08:00

Finally it's arrive at the end of the year, which means I am getting older and there are more burdens we need to bear when we arew growing up. I has been tried to reveiew back what i had did for the past year included my life after back from Canada, my study and working life for the past semester and also I am always thinking of the most important thing that is where I wwant to go after this, what I want to achieve in my life so on so forth...

Well...few days ago I had visit to my secondary school, Chung Ling Butterworth with my buddy. It makes me think of lots of memories I had in the past time. Not kidding I will officially 24 year olds after 2 more days, I feels terrible and I really have to do something in my life, Or more accurately what will be my life after this???Honestly sometimes I can't answer the question as I am still not really sure what position I will be in after April when I graduate later, but I really don't wish to follow the same steps in my whole life, I don't wish to work from 8 to 5pm everyday and spend my time like that. Not to deny life aint easy, when worst comes to worst you hv to do it no matter how, but at least i will try my best to take the challenges in this cruel cruel world...

Review back what I have done during the past few months and I found out the result like that, we need to review back our life so that we can improve on it:

About my studie:
I has been busy due to study and work together in past semester, but I think I have learned a lot, this sem I will try to manage my schedule better. Well...I got CGP at 3.21 for past semester, not good enough but i satisfied with what I got so far, at least I thought I will get even worst result at the beginning but thanks God I passed all the paper for last semester.

About my work:
Well I feel good as I got Employee of the month@BaskinRobbins, it's only a very small award ya but somehow It's will really helps to motivate ourself to do the best, and I still prefer to work compare to study.Sometimes as a student we just go to lecture everyday and copy the stupid notes which I didn't see ya where is the meaning of study and where is the practise? An excellent student who always achieve flying color result is not necessary the one who able to face all challenges in this cruel cruel world, I am not a good student who study 7 days a week or study everyday,I am just a lazy student after all but I believe I will be a good worker who can achieve better in working life.

About friendship:
I am blessed that 3+1 still manage to meet up in Malaysia, It's already more than 1 year we get to know each other, and honestly I never thought ya we can be so close. But they are really good friend who always there to support you and share your ups and downs, I will never forget ya how you guys taking care of Zanne during my stay in Canada. I know they will be my friends for forever no matter how.
A great friends who share the same interests with you, and willing to borrow you their shoulder whenever you need it, and the most important, you can feel it, the true friendship!!! You can feels that they will be there when you need it no matter how far we are separate from each other, feels like an old friends!!!Thanks for being my friends!!!
Also not forget Gail, a very nice and kind Taiwanese girl I met in Canada, somehow she makes me feels like she is a sister who knows how to taking care of you very well, this is how I feel. I have the sense that we will meet again in someday though we are far away from each there. I really hope that she will has a wonderful love story with her hubby. Dear friend i will always wish you the best!!!

Finally It's over 3a.m. now and I think I better stop now, has been worked for 7 days non-stop and hv to work for 15hours on 30 and 31st, so It's time up to go for bed, I better stop thinking too much as I always do, last but no least Zanne missing Canada so much!!!Oh Canada!!!

Let's gambate for life! jia you Zanne! Keep going you will get there!!!

"Snake Time"@Malacca!!!

2006-12-30T02:18:00.000-08:00

Keke Zanne here wanna show off what she so called "snake"time@ Malacca!!! I hv to pay 5 bulks in order to take pic with the snake and another 3 bulks for the fat lizard hehe... Actually I am doubt at first whether to go for it or not, But since Emily provided me fully support (she always 100% support one hah in anything we do) so I did it. We really had a GREAT time in Malacca. Malacca is really a good place to visit to that I never know before this, so we plan to go again if hv chance next time. Some pics taken which I called it "Snake"time (I think I am creative enough eh??...=P)

The man waiting for customer...Look at the fat lizard and snake lie on there...

SnakeMan and SnakeWomen gather together@Malacca???...=P

There you go Zanne Hunter!!!

Zanne VS.Snake, the snake in yellow is nice looking

Yeah Yeah Hore!!!

Zanne closed her eyes and syok-syok sendiri with the fat lizard eh???

fOReVeR LoVe

2006-12-29T16:20:00.000-08:00

Recently I am so busy, as I hv to work 7 days a week, the sem just started so busy with those studie stuffs, and ya since I am back from the trip I hv snap tons of pics and hv to manage all those pics, so it is really a busy life!!! Anyway I have lots of pics wanna share here, will post it up slowly then.
Below are some shots taken front of e-gate sea side. Actually on that time I brought my buddy, Emily to hang around by the sea side to do some photo shooting for her, then we saw there is one couple doing their wedding photo session there, without doubt I took out my cam quickly and snap those pics, hehe I called it"xin fu de bei ying", they don't even know I am shooting them hoho...=P

More pics coming soon after this!!!Enjoy!!!

Emily Penang Trip (Day 1)

2006-12-27T01:20:00.000-08:00

Yo Zanne's xiao xiao buddy, Emily followed Zanne back to Penang for another short trip after our Singapore, Malacca and Genting crazy trip, and we having so much fun, thanks to Emily for accompany Zanne to my 1st class, you are my great ever nanny!
Here are some pics we took for the day. Enjoy!!!

Emily having dinner in USM,
we had our light dinnet 1st before we head to Gurney Drive for another eating session (thats why both xiao people in Zaman Gemuk haha...)

Emily in front of Penang Twin Tower, don't play play...=D

Emily & The Sunset

Emily at Gurney Plaza

Some foods we had for the day-Penang famous Rojak
Phoebe Au I bet ya you must be so hungry when you see this,
Aiya don't worry we have helped you to eat as much as we can already haha...
(Ya I bet you must says ya kanasailah Zanne ini haha...)

One of my favourite shots for the day

Emily&Penang famous Rojak, sure looks happy one

Emily playing bubbles at Gurney Drive sea side

I was busy to snap while Emily doing all this activities of the day, well at least 23 years old this is the 1st time mah you visit to Penang, and ya try my best to shot a better pics for you, coz this is the best present I can give to you I guess...=P.

Still have lots of pics to post up here.
To be continued...
Cheers!!!

Emily Penang Trip (Day 2)

2006-12-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

Hoho one the second day Zanne managed to bring my sampat buddy, Emily Nen visit to Kek Lok Si and Penang Hill. Basically both are famous tourism places in Penang. Some pics Zanne took for the day. Enjoy ya!!!...=P

We had our lunch 1st before trip of the day~

Well we receving Phoebe call at this time, then we had our marathon talk...=)

Brought Emily to have this Penang famous Asam Laksa.
It's really taste good!!!

After the Laksa we rushed to Penang Hill as the cable car will go up to the hill sharp at 5p.m.
Well by the time we still having our Asam Laksa at around 4.50p.m.
Haha then we had a dangerous motor ride rushed to Penang Hill. Luckily both places wasn't too far from each other.

Zanne wish, in one day Zanne will become like them, carry my own backpack to visit and shot around the world...Gambate for life Zanne...=P

Then we saw this little cute boy@Penang Hill, I just can't tahan wanna give him a kiss.

He is just too cute!!!

It's Christmas 2006!!!

2006-12-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

Jz received a message from my buddy, Emily(you know who you are haha) to wish me a Happy Christmas Eve, haha thanks much for the lovely message and suddenly I am kinda missing the Christmas time in Canada, last year at this time I was in Canada and hd so much fun playing snow and listen to Christmas song...=D

I don't really celebrate Christmas though, plus I have to work on 25 coz got double pay, so haha I will celebrate Christmas at Baskin with those ice cream...=D

Anyway for all my friends out there,Zanne here wanna wish ya "Merry Christmas"!!!Esp for Phoebe ya, enjoy ur last Christmas in Canada. And also to best buddy, Da Nai Shan Gail Suzanne miss you so much, hv a blessful Christmas there!Have fun everyone!!!

More Pics Coming Soon...

2006-12-23T17:14:00.000-08:00

Zanne's blog under construction, try to add on some new features, and will upload my Singapore's trip and Emily's Penang trip pics within this coming week, be patient!!!

Hey big beg Emily, I can't wait to post up our trip's pics and esp ur Emily beg here haha~
I miss Emily's accompany very much~

Til then! Cheers!
Peace out!

Zanne ON VACATION !!!

2006-12-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

Kanasai gang gather together for another trip~
Zanne and Bernice will see the Malaysia together~

Hahhahahaa Zanne is officially going on vacation start from today, I feel so excited now! There is only a word to decribe my mood: HIGH!!! 1st station will go to Singapore with my crazy mate (expected period: 4 days), Bernice (OR known as wo po famously) haha, then we will visit to Melaka (expected period: 2 days), and our last station will be Genting (2 days), probably hang around KL if we have extra time, of course I will definately try to do some nice shooting, and Bernice will follow me back to Penang to visit around, basically this is our plan, It gonna be fun to travel with my crazy mate and enjoy the crazy time together, huhuhu tired for the whole semester but everything is worth it when you have chance to go for a vacation like this haha, too excited!!!

Post some pics here first, this is the places that we are going to visit, will post up my trip pics after back from vacation, Cheers!

I will be here soon!!! Singapore I am coming~

Then we will continue to Melaka to look at some history places

Final destination will be Genting, I been there once and guess what, It was 11 years ago=D

QueensBay-"It's All Happening Here"

2006-12-02T19:41:00.001-08:00

On 1 Dec, there is another new mall opened in Bayan Lepas, Penang which is called "QueensBay", It's called the biggest shopping mall. I have been there though, not for visiting purpose but I worked there for a day due to my manager requested. I worked from 9 morning til 12 mid night, really a tiring day, and Guess what, I have make over 100 waffle in a day, what a crazy record haha, lot of people keep buying ice cream like free, even if you hv money you need to follow the looong queue, this condition happened in every foods outlet in the mall, Penang people are so rich and this is the way they enjoy eating haha!

I do feel happy because our training manager for the whole Malaysia, Miss.Denise praised me for my good job in service and easked me to lead the team, it's always good that someone recognised your hardwork and appreciate it, That's important coz It's really helps me to work even better and better, thanks to Denise, she is nice manager to work together.

Another thing is, I found my outlet manager, Kak Sue is not good in manage a outlet, the flow in Baskin outlet is a bit slow and lousy, I guess they should have a better plan for it, or they should comes out with a job chart before the opening, It's will helps to make the process better. Sometimes I don't really agree with they way they work esp Malay team,But we still have to bear with them. But from certain perspective I respect them, esp Kak Sue for her hardworking behaviour, and she is the best ever cake decorator, She is cake Master!

Talk about the mall, It's really happening and it;s similiar to shopping mall in KL, lots of people OR should I says all Penangite leave their home and visit to the crowded mall on the 1st day??haha, very crowded and I don't really like a crowded place, but it's ok if I only work there, I don't like to shopping that much compared to other activities esp photography.

Anyway, It;s great to join the opening of the mall and make such great wafffle (I think so haha...) coz It's all under Zanne's Production haha, I always try to make a better one even it is just a waffle, small things will make up a better and larger thing aint it? Cheers!!!

This is how the mall looks like

Hundreds GONE today!!!

2006-11-16T17:08:00.000-08:00

Today i work only night shift, so I went out for half day to settle my stuffs and couple hundreds simply gone like that,

Streamyx bill: RM310
Haircut: RM12
EXPENSIVE lunch: RM5.50
Dentist: RM 40

1st thing I went to post office to pay my internet bill immediately coz I received warning letter from TMNet, so I paid it. And since I feel my hair is very thick which makes me feel very uncomfortable plus the hot weather, so I decided to hv a haircut. Went to the nearest one, Viva haircut and I saw a "ah gua" inside there. I don't really care if ah gua helps me to cut my hair, I feel tired on that time so I just let him(or should I call her haha) to cut my hair without asking for the price, coz I was thinking normally they will only charged for less than RM7 (It's just a less than 5 minutes cut). Dang, the shitty ah gua charged me for RM12 for a very simple haircut, I feel very unhappy but I still pay for it, BUT I swear I will never visit the saloon again, what the fucking expensive haircut price, I hate the ah gua now! It's not a full haircut though, he just spent 3 minutes to cut the behind part of my hair. I feel like I wanna give him a kick!!! Now I learn a lesson, Don't pandai2 to guess the price, ask for price before you go for a service. I usually do it but except this time then kena already, *sob**sob*

After that I felt hungry so walked to nearest kopitiam to eat "yong tau fu", kena charged RM5.50 which is the most expensive lunch I had ya, after the very expensive lunch I went to dentist. One of my teeth was pulled out by the dentist, coz he told me the teeth can't save anymore so I agreed with his advise and let it go. The dentist damn kasar lor, I got an injection (the most thing I scare) and my teeth gone after a few seconds, very painful!!! But hopefully I feel release after this, coz the damaged teeth really annoying me for quite a few times already, I can't even sleep well sometimes because of it.

What an expensive and painful day! That's why I always have no money, I don't even buy a new clothes or have extra money to buy my favourite stuffs in this sem, but nvm long vocation is out there! Can't wait to have some fun! Gambate for now!

Song for today:

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三個女仔一個TENG=幸福

2006-11-14T01:15:00.000-08:00

Zanne's Production:
Haha created this for long time already, but failed to upload it and finally I uploaded it hehe, actually I am talking to "Super Wo Po Nen" while typing this haha, multi-task Zanne, coz I am jz too excited to blogging esp now I am free to blog, haha well Zanne finally done the stupid exams lor, haha happy and hopefully I can pass all the paper.
(Original pic belong to Reon, Modified by Ah Zanne)

Conversation with Bernice:
2 sampat girls are planning to go on vocation, basically this is our schedule and place to visit: Singapore (consider oversea haha), so we go oversea first, continue to Melaka, Genting (with Teng sai probably if bro teng is free on that time), then Penang shall be our final destination haha, it gonna be fun Yo man!!! I jz can't wait after being so busy throughout the whole sem, I definately need some good rest ya...
Had a fun conversation with Ah Nen though, I wanna thanks her for become my nanny recently and wake me up in the early morning at 6a.m to study, I appreciate it girl. And I jz can't wait for our gathering, miss the sampat girl very much haha!

I gonna go for bed, as tomorrow I will be busy to work as well at 10a.m morning, ciao!

Hahhahhhhhhhaaaaaa, anyway I do feel release after the exams. Er how the result? Better don't think too much for now, All I need is sleep. I wanna sleep, I am damn tired after the exam and busy working day,ciao~

I had a very HaPPy HaPPy day!!!

MY HeRiTaGe

2006-11-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

I actually has a celebrity face hehe...Don't play play!!!

Bored...

2006-11-11T00:51:00.000-08:00

As usual i always blog a lot esp when the time of bored, but don't know why recently network condemn to death, can't upload any pics...so can't write anymore story, pics is the best to tell the story haha, nvm will try it next time...

Ah Nen told me it's snowing in Canada now, kinda miss Canada, esp when the 1st time i saw snow and play snow huhu, it will always never forgotten, so sweet! Just feel like i wanna go back there again, Ah Nen has the same feeling too, but sometimes we' arent allow to do so due to many reasons, so what the best is keep those sweet times in our heart and it's will last for forever, ain't it?

Review of today: Went to work and meeting, then suppose to study after finished my work, but really no mood to ace it, plus i feel a bit scare as i live alone now in a house, Indian housemate probably back home already, and another housemate moved out if i am not mistaken, so a bit scary, hrm i better don't think too much to scare myself, don't know why suddenly i feel insecure...

Bored, i am damn bores til i don't know what i am writing here, save me Arghhhh!!!

I am still waiting for vacation, there is still 3 weeks before i head off to Singapore, really hope the time coming soon, as i am physically and mentally tired!!!

Zanne is tired!!!
Zanne is bored!!!

My thought of the day...

2006-11-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

Except money,
what do I earn in my life???

I feel shitty!!!

2006-11-06T01:06:00.000-08:00

It's midnight 12.52a.m now and i am sitting here to do some blogging, ehm things didn't goes well in life recently, and i live in a days full of stress! Stress on those stupid exams, plus my very old 8250 Nokia hp was robbed by a shitty drug addict a few days ago, i wanna kill the drug addict if i see him again. What a bad luck on me fuck! Thats one of the reasons i don't like about Penang, everyday you can get to know lots of cases happens but you can't do anything on it! Feel so helpless and now i became one of the victims!

And hell ya, i am sitting here trying to upload some pics on my blog but damn shitty Blogspot, plus stupid network i failed to do it! Again fuck, shit arh! At least let's me dome some blogging then i feel better mah, bad luck in blogging too, what more i can say?

Just received call from my colleague, Andy. Dang...i don't expect he'll call me in the midnight, but sorry i am not in the right mood of talking, i feel stress as i need to get 2 chapters note done my tomorrow but i do nothing so far and haven't finish study, plus ya he don't feel very happy at work and i am the one who try to encourage him but i hope he don't get me wrong, he always ajak me keluar but he is definately not my taste! I know what i want exactly! Sigh again, people that i love are not in love with me, those i dislike have feeling on me pulak (i hope i had translate it correctly, my english is just too bad...=P), anyway i enjoy alone now! So what! I got my supportive friends esp Bernen, PBee, Irene and so on, and i am a happy lonely girl haha, cui meh?~

Tired, what to do ler? Dang...hv to get those stupid notes done no matter how, so i better stop right now...

Hope can upload pics here another day! I hv lots of pics wanna share over here!
Finally, hope eveyone are doing well in their life, ya esp for Bernen, PBee, Andrew.
Go!Go everyone!

Bunch of activities for the day~

2006-10-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

Well today i had a busy and great day, i hv done whole bunch of xtvts,Oopsss what's i had done today is:

- Brought my newly met friend, Andrew (he is PBee friend actually) to travel around Penang downtown from 9 morning til 12 noon. I took quite a lot of pics haha, can't wait til free to post it up here, esp we decided to take a pic of Penang famous Phuah Chu kang cendol to make Phoebe jealous of it hehe, how naughty we are hehe~
It was a great meeting to this newly met friend, Andrew.He is quite friendly and both of us went to Penang Road where is nearby downtown to buy some "tao sa peng" as souvenir, and haha we did a "Trishaw ride", oh ya i never hv trishaw ride before, and when i was too lazy to walk back to Bayview hotel to get into Andrew's car, Andrew jz came out with a sentence "let's go with it", haha then we had our trishaw ride, pretty CoOL hehe and i found out this guy is easy going which is good to hang out with. Coz only "kuai lou" will hv trishaw ride in Penang but not local haha~
- then i went to work directly til 8pm
- Now sitting at home to do some blogging and do some blog reading as usual
- Oh ya today i received oversea call from Phoebe dear, haha she felt surprised why i'll meet up with her friend, Andrew. Haha as you said lor my dear friend, the world is very small haha. Thanks for calling, it's so happyyyyyy to hear from ya~
- Last but no least, i hv to go for bed early as tmr will be very busy to catch up tons of study, plus feel sleepy coz got heavy fever, anyway today's hv lots of things happened which makes me feel so happy ya esp when the time received Phoebe's call ya~It so great to hear from a "Sampat girl" who far miles away from you but still remember who you're. Friends always there to cheer you up~
- Ok Zanne shall stop here, almost ran out of energy, til then wanna share a meaningful story i found on my friend, tiensheng's blog~

一個感人的愛情故事

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,
年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.

有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,
年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?

善良的女孩不忍心....
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧

這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,
於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.
就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,
則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,
與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.
只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?

可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,
妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,
這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,
這時已經變成植物人的他,
眼睛流下了淚水...

For you~

2006-10-24T01:30:00.000-07:00

Finally i sent you a sms to say thanks for ur previous greeting, i don't know where ya comes the bravery? Anyway i did it and i feel release after doing so, thanks for telling me you're the luckiest guy and we became friend now, at least i don't wanna lost a friend like you, you know what i am talking about if you see this. Sincerely hope your life going well, Eugene. Someone here always wish you the best!

A song which i wanna share with you, it's a latest song from JayChou, the lyric is meaningful though you may don't understand what it's talk about, anyway the song is dedicated to you, my forever friend~

No hate, No pain after this, there will be only sincere wish to a luckiest guy on the earth~
"我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续..."

退后

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去（待续）
（相信你我还会有开始
只因我们都没有错）

Some side stories~

2006-10-23T04:10:00.000-07:00

A song

First of all i wanna share this Indonesia's song with everyone, the song was introduced to me by Kak Su, my assistant manager at Baskin, damn nice, don;t know since when i feast into Indonesia's song haha. Anyway the MTV condemn to death haha~

Indonesian Duet - My Heart

Baskin's Babies

Oh ya i should find a time to take pic with all Baskin's babies and post it up here, my colleagues are just too lovely yet funny, hehe they all sampat one and it's really good to know them in this sem, thanks for the happiness we had shared together so far!
Esp Irene, my senior who always with her big big cheerful smile and keep on positive thinking! Great to know her! We promised to backpack together if got chance! Also there is a nice-looking guy who called Shek, enjoy working with him, i means ya at least it's always good to work with a handsome guy*LOL*
Here are some pics i grabbed from Jack, Dreamglass and Irene's site~More Baskin's babies coming soon after this~

A view of Baskin31Robbins, a heaven to obey your taste *LOL

How can you ignore those ice cream eh?

Sundae from SuZanne's Production *LOL

Yeah that was me and my manager, Kak Intan

Thanks for teached me a lot~

Irene a.k.a Lim Hiew Fung and Big face Zanne
Yeah we are best team to work together~
Baskin's babies Rockz

Irene with Ice cream, sure looks happy with ice cream hehe~

My assistant manager, kak Sue and Din, they are cute siah~
They always says i am funny one~

Kak Sue with pisang (banana) hehe

Exam

I have no idea about one of the final exam's subject, it's really hard coz i need to memorize all the stupid communication theory which drives me crazy! It's hard to memorize but i hv to do it this time. I always like to understand what i read about and write it down using my own point of view, i think this is the joy and the purpose of study, i do it all the times but i'll death if i do it in this course*sob**sob*Anyway gotto memorize it, i am bad in doing this~

My soul on Photography!!!

I always like to shot and watch great shots during my leisure time, and i got to know the disadvantages of DSLR through some of my photo gang and website. So what i gonna do is, Hehe i am planning to trade in my prosumer camera Panasonic FZ-5 and upgrade to DSLR level, probably Canon EOS 350D or EOS 400D. Of course i need money in order to do so.By the way i had done some surveys about DSLR and one of the traditional camera shop auncle agreed that i can trade in my old cam with RM800, which is really a good deal coz i bought it for RM 1100 nia, and i lost only a few hundreds if do so, so currently i am starting to save money, trying hard to get a job and work for the big big days such as Deepavali, Raya and Chinese New Year to get double/triple paid salary to get a DSLR haha, i know i am crazy in changing camera, but this is my main hobby hehe excluded travelling...At least i need to have another RM2000 to get a DSLR, hopefully i can get it by next year...I no need a new clothes, i no need a cosmetics blah blah, all i need is a DSLR!!! And i found it's really true, you must hv a good shooting gear in order to become a good photographer~
What you can do with DSLR is:
Choose the focus point, which bring more joys of photography
DSLR helps you to shot what you really see through the viewfinder in which this can't be done with normal digi cam... and lots more of DSLR advantages!

This is what i really want!!!

Blogging

My blog looks lousy for me, i don;t hv time to improve it and upload more pics for the time being due to exams reason, sure i gonna improve it and make it better after my stupid finals hehe, i can't wait to give my blog a new face coz my blog is my lovely home*LOL*~

And there are still lot of things to be done after my final, remain busy as usual...=D
Can't wait til Singapore for a rest...=D

Thank You my dear friends~

2006-10-17T15:36:00.000-07:00

Just wanna say Thank You to everyone who always there to support and cheer me up, esp PBee, Ah Nen and Ah Gail ya, you guys are lovely!!!

PBee: Thanks for ur lovely support, sometimes i jz need a place to utter and release my tension, my blog is my place to "qi siao" haha yet release my feelings~
I feel better now after lay on my bed for more than 12hours, now i know what to do, i'll catch up as much as i can, now i hv a fresh mind D muackz thanks ya!
P/S: Now PBee know how to type Chinese lor, i am proud of you! Keep up the good job and i'll work hard as the way you work hard to learn Chinese...I live in U too baby...=D

Ah Nen: Congrat Ah Nen finally she finished her resume liao lor haha, aiyooo don't said like that my dear friend, everyone sure hv their own skills, the only things is you might need times to figure out what's your skills, patient is one of your skills hehe, honestly!
Ah Nen's soft skills: patient, helpful, positive attitude, hardworking...blah so many who dare say Ah Nen don't hv skills???>
And thanks for all the lovely friendship messages that i receive almost every single day haha, always happy to hear from you!

Ah Gail: Oh ah Gail thanks and I'll remember that what you told me "Mission is Possible", thanks for your encouragement and lot of miss my dear friend, wish you Good Luck over there~

Don't worry my friends, i feel better now and i'll try my best, it's time to wake up and catch up all the books, Go Go Go Ole Ole Ole!!!
I'll keep all the lovely encouragements in heart, as you guys always in my heart~
Muackz~

Days full of stress!!!

2006-10-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

At this moment i am totally stressed out, final exams coming soon on 1 Nov and i jz can't help it, i hv to catch up tons of stupid textbooks and i jz not in the right mood to study. I hate myself being like this, where is the spirit of study, where is the energy of life? I feel myself like a fool now, crying for no reason...

I hv no place to release my tension, true friends are not here anymore, i hv no place to turn to and again, i feel like i need a cigarette, i am so weak and i am jz a poor girl after all,

As Bernice said, i hv no mood in study and she has no mood in her life, life sucks and ya i know how you feel, if you're here i really wanna give you a big hug buddy...

The day almost gone and i did nothing, i jz let go my time, stressed out and really can't study at this moment, i feel like death now, reading my buddy's blog and know that phoebe is not really good though, she got sick, everyone seems going wrong...

Again i ate a lot, this is my self-punishment, i used to do that when i am totally stress out, then i feel like vomit, suddenly i miss my family, esp my dad for no reasons, i feel sorry coz he put lots of confidence on me, and i jz so weak suddenly, No No No this is not what i want and dad i know i can't let you down, i must be tough as you used to be, at least i hope i'll try to be tough when i think of you, Ah Zanne cannot be like this, I wanna be your excellent daugther forever...

Sorry i turn to cigarette again,
better finish it and take a bath to refresh my mind
then back on my study for stupid final

Don't give up
Keep going and you'll get there stupid girl~

Check out my IMAGE

2006-10-11T09:12:00.000-07:00

Took this series of shots last week when i was to attend a backpacker's talk with teacher Kim, Evelyn and Jen, all of them are exchange students and extended their sem same as me...=D

Now i starting to use Manual mode to shot a better pics, as si fu Teng always said Manual contribute to the best, Yeah!Now i know what's the different between Manual and Auto! Thanks~

Check out my photo page at Suzanne Photokaki (jz click on it and you will get there) under the title IMAGE!

Hope to shot more better pics after this!...=D

My mooncake buddy: Yue Ping Nen

2006-10-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

I am sitting here thinking of my buddies esp Ah Nen who is the one who near by me in here (at least i sell 2 days ice cream and still be able to buy bus ticket to your place lor haha), suddenly saw her message on my tag board liao...Walau eh ghost meh hehe~

Since Ah Nen back to JB and back to online, i wanna write something about my dear mooncake friend hehe...

She is friendly esp i like her big big cheerful smile
She is witch coz she talks about (beh tahan)
She is good coz she is patient enough
She is yue ping nen coz she sell lot of mooncake haha
(don't siao siao she sell branded mooncake ler hehe)
She is good listener to hear my feelings and share my tears
She is great buddy to keep forever
She is nice and she love her family
She is tough in her heart even though she don't really speak it out
Since then
I hope you'll tough and don't give up
in hunting a good jobs ya
Like the way you conquerred the mountain...=P

Gambate, my buddy!!!...=P
Keep going, you'll get there!

Who ler???

2006-10-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

She is crazy but she aint abnormal
She is sarcastic but she is nice
She is dirty minded but she is funny
She have bad temper but she is patient (sometimes)
She has a big face but she is cute
She is fat but she is happy
She is stubborn but she is good
She is silly but she is hardworking
She is boring person but she is funny
She dont speak fluent english but she is friendly
She don't like to study but she always work hard
She is lonely but she like to live alone
She need someone caring but she pretend to be cool all the time
She is confident but she lost sometimes
She is not expert in shooting but she love to shot very much
She don't need much friends but she trust her best friends and she know who they are
She always feel stress most of the time but she'll try her best
She always run out of $ but she is still Alive on the earth
She don't really well in express herself in daily life but she express herself better online
AND she is online now...

Who ler???
She like people to call her: Ah Zanne...P

细水长流

2006-10-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

"如果还爱着对方，可是又不能在一起"

这一句话难免会让一个伤心的人更加伤心，感情为什么总是那么的复杂与矛盾？感情难道是一种负担和压力，还是生活里的鼓励和支持？

有些感情久了就回乏味，就好象香口糖，开始本来很甜，很有味道。久而久之，味道也开始变质了，到最后什么味道也没有。要把它驱除，可是它又好象浆糊，粘在手中，令人讨厌。

有些感情本来很没有火花，后来慢慢的进展，就如酿酒，开始没有味道，只是很普通的东西。时间过了，味道也慢慢的变化。到最后，味道十足，越喝越好喝，简直就是上瘾了。可是酒是要慢慢的欣赏，不可以心急而一口就喝完了。

相信没有人会选择香口糖的感情吧，可是人生有时侯就是那么无情冷酷，能不能够接受就要看知己的耐力和斗志。

熟悉的陌生人, 希望你过得比我好...

humour~

2006-10-06T02:46:00.000-07:00

This is humour sentences i found outside of my lecturer door, it's funny but it's true! People need to work SMART in order to get promoted from the superior, it's so true!!! I am still learning how to work and study SMART haha~

Dear boss:

People who do lots of work...
make lots of mistakes

People who do less work...
make less mistake

People who do not work...
make no mistake

People who make no mistakes...
get promoted

That's why I spend most of my time sending emails and playing games at work.
I need a promotion.

A boy love a girl...

2006-10-06T01:02:00.000-07:00

This is forwarded message from my friend, Hui Qi. Its touched my heart, thanks huiqi for sharing the nice story~

A girl talking to her BF by the roadside:
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: Nope
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: Hell No...
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: Of coz no...
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No...
Girl: What would you choose: your life...or me?
Boy: I choose My Life
The girl runs away with such shock and pain in her heart but the boy run after her and shouted loudly....
"The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind...
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you...
The reason I don't want you is because I need you...
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left me...
The reason wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you...
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you...
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life..."

李圣杰－你那么爱他

2006-10-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

This guy hv lots of love songs which is always good to turn to, the song touch people heart esp for those who fail in love i guess, maybe listen to those song is one of the ways to recover from painful ,i don't know but maybe it's true...Some people used to do in this way...

"You love him so much but why don't you keep him by your side,
why you let him go,
why don't you speak out the words in your heart..."

It's right but is that love is so easy to keep by doing this? We might easy to fall for someone but it always take time to forget about him/her, if yes i can totally forget you in a minutes i ain't truely fall for you...I guess i'll never understand love or i ain't belong to love???...=D

I still remember what bro Teng shared with us last time, he said that we will only appreciate what love is and know the meaning of love when we are alone, bro teng seems complicated in dealing his relationship will all the girls but bro you're right, sometimes you got the point!

Sometimes it is good to be alone, and honestly i respect those who live alone without struggling themselves into complicated relationship, they still can live up their days and know how to love themself. For those who are alone, it doesn't means that they are lonely, simply because those people know that they must know how to love themselves before they learn how to love others in the world...Much respect to them!!!=D

Love is just like a flame, HOT but easy to get hurt!!!

李圣杰_-_最近

2006-10-03T20:59:00.000-07:00

Looking back...=D

2006-09-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

It always good to looking back at those beauty place that i had such a good luck to been there before(esp when i feel tired of my current busy life), all those sweet times will never forgotten...=D, So lovely when looking back at Vancity, i love it so much~

Vancity Beauty View

Steam Clock at Gastown, Vancouver British Columbia

The steam powered clock chimes at every single hour, sweet! Til now still clearly remember how touched and how happy i am when i arrived at there...This is what i heard when i was there, sweet!

Little stories make up my days!

2006-09-23T03:42:00.000-07:00

A Doorlock Story

I think we can always found some new thoughts about our life through small little things in daily life, it's so true to me and it's only depends on the way you think...
The story started when I found my door can't really lock properly when i checked it yesterday, i am so careless that i didn't realized it before, Yeah this is Suzanne-Not to deny she used to be careless all the time. I called my landlord and she felt weird as the doorlock just fixed by my Indian housemate's bf, how come ler?
Well i decided to call a carpenter to come and fix it for safety reason. The auncle is pretty much helpful, he helped me to fix it and do tell me honestly that the old doorlock is in poor quality and they didn't fixed it properly before, thats why it broken now. He knew i need to share the costs of doorlock's repair with landlord so he only charged me the doorlock's $, much appreciate and much thanks to him!
Before that i was a bit angry about my housemate as they probably hv keep my doorkey as well, and they don't have credibility in certain things in which i found it's so true after i live with them for almost 2 months. But i always keep on open-minded as i know there is no use to care about it, the only thing is i scare they has my doorkey and enter my room when i was not around. Anyway i managed to fix a new doorlock and thanks to carpenter auncle who willing to tell me the truth after i keep asking and annoying him for couple times...
I tried to treat him RM1 for a cup of coffee as i really don't hv much to give him, he rejected it and asked me to keep it. I guess one of the reasons he rejected the Rm1offer is because of he saw i am wearing Baskin31Robbin's T-shirt and he praised me for my hardwork.
What i am trying to say here is, sometimes things are so contrast.

"My poor housemate who fixed a poor doorlock for me VS. A kind carpenter who charged me for lower repair fee and rejected my RM 1 offer"

After all it's all about the way you think, thats all about life!

Some thoughts from my friend, Jen's blog

" I believe that the world is how you think of,
If you see it as bad, the it's hell,
If you see it as good, then's its heaven,
Heaven isn't just about happiness, but together with sorrows, make up a beautiful life!"

You got the point of views my friend, Happiness and Sorrows together make up the beautiful life!
All the obstacles, challenges in our life is great, sorrows do so coz it's make up the life.
Well said !!!I ain the formula for our life should be as below:

Beautiful Life= Happiness+SORROWssss

Hello from Canada

"Saucy(a nickname given by my Canadian's roomate) I Miss You" haha oh Yeah thats was Jess bumped into me through MSN, it was so long no one call me Saucy since i been back in Malaysia, except Jess, a Canadian who live with me for a great sem. Til now i still remember the first time we met each other is in such a funny situation, she was so blurrr as she is sleeping on that time.
Jess told me she don't go out and get drunk as often which is really good for her. Sometimes people often get drunk is because they want to run away from problems, which it makes sense to me. But i guess after all you still need to deal with it. Thanks god she is better now...
She used to be great one, as we used to be the same, study and catch up things at last minutes, and "Xiao Xiao" all the time haha...and i know how sad she is when she spoiled her relationship with someone she really love in...She do teach me Penis haha to improve my English, i'll always remember that...She is a friendly Canadian roomate i had during my stay in Canada.
I sincerely hope she will have a great future, she is studying nursing. Oh my god you can't believe a Rockz girl like Jess is a potential nurse haha, i am sure she will be the Rocks ever nurse in Canada haha~

Good luck to Tinker in the rest of her life,
Suzanne will always pray for you!

Backpack to Thailand&Singapore (still in the process...)

It's always my great ever dream to backpack around the world. For me i always believe that walk mile away is better than study tons of stupid textbooks in order to open up your mind, i'll keep on adventure in my whole life, "See the things you do as Adventure and It's will become one", sure i will become one!!!
Honestly i don'hv $ to go for far further place to explore the world, so i decided to go oversea (nearest place and still counted as foreign countries: Yeah thats is Thailand and Singapore). The only probs to go on backpack, is to get permission from my dad and of course , $ should be ok as i already decided to eat all the way long, i don't care as long as i am still Alive and keep adventure the world!

Thailand & Singapore, I am coming!!!

All about "Xiao Xiao" People I Met so far

Thanks to those people who created MSN and bring such a great tech communication into this beautiful world, thanks God i managed to have a sampat talk with Phoebe through MSN most of the time! The Sampat girl, Phoebe told me it's always good to have a flashback at those good ole times, yes sure i totally agreed with you!
But when i was thinking back ya, oh my godness i guess i met all those "Xiao Xiao" people during my stay in Canada and became best friend with them, first of all i met with "Xiao Xiao" photographer and song writer, then i met with Teng Sai,sampat girls, Phoebe Au and Bernen(also well-known as Yue Ping Nen haha), continued by Gail, another "XiaoXiao" Taiwanese, plus my Canadian roomate, Jess also one of those "XiaoXiao" gang and thats why we can live together and "Xiao" together, "Xiao"Peter from Sarawak who travelled to Vancouver with me and interpreted Gas Town in Vancouver as "Guess Town"haha. Walau eh! How come i have such a Good Luck to meet with all those "Xiao Xiao" people in a short time and became best friend with them???

I think i got the answer: Erm...I am also "XiaoXiao" all the times and i guess i am also one of them who belong to "XiaoXiao"group!!!...=D

Goodbye,"Crocodile Hunter"!

2006-09-21T18:00:00.000-07:00

Never know freakish death news of Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin til i read my friend's blog yesterday night. The man was killed by Stingray (as showed in the pic), a kind of fish that we can order at ikan bakar stall, or at "nasi ekonomi"stall. Oh my godness, how could a strong man like Steve Irwin can be killed in such accident?Sad kinda sad, I respect those people who has tons of courage in their life, esp a man like Crocodile Hunter. I believe his spirit will always with the world even after his unexpected death. He will keep adventure in the heaven.

Sad to hear that, he was dead on 4 Sep 2006 at age 44,another remembrance date to remember after 9/11 in the same month. Our best ever "Crocodile Hunter"Steve Irwin, the whole world gonna miss you, the animals in the world gonna miss your accompany! May God bless you in the heaven.

Goodbye to you, our best ever "Crocodile Hunter"!

More respects to him...

2006-09-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

Goodbye, Best ever Crocodile Hunter!

Sidestory of the day: Never thought a man like him will death at 44, at least i always believe for those people who has desire and courage to fight for their life will live til the end, but i guess life is so unpredictable sometimes, we will never know what going to happen tomorrow, so live till the fullest in every single days of our life is what we can do. Life is so short! I know at least start from now i wanna do whatever i feel right to do, feel free to create our own life.

Live life CoOL! Let's pray for life.

JAY CHOU IS BACK!!!

2006-09-21T03:25:00.000-07:00

Finally Jay Chou is back with his latest album "Still Fantasy", not really like Jay Chou all the time but i must says his latest song "Qian Li Zhi Wai" is just fantastic, collaboration of old and new generation singers,such a Great Duet of the year 2006~A good combination of veteran singers. Fei Yu Qing's first appearance in this MTV is good!Lyricist fang wen shan contributed to the success of this song too! Another surprised made by Jay Chou! He is "Still Fantasy"!!!He is ROCKzz man when singing this song!Respect!!! Oh ya by the way both the Chinese and English version lyrics are Good if you go through it!=D

千里之外
(Rating: *****5 stars)

千里之外 (A Thousand Mile Away)

曲：周杰倫
Qu : Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

詞：方文山
Ci: Fang Wen Shan
Lyrics: Vincent Fang

屋簷如懸崖風鈴如滄海我等燕歸來
The house roof is like a cliff, the wind chime sounds like the ocean, and I'm waiting for the swallow to return.

時間被安排演一場意外你悄然走開
The time was scheduled, (to) act out the accident, (of) you leaving silently.

故事在城外濃霧散不開看不清對白
The story occurred outside the city, (where) the thick fogs couldn't be cleard, (I) couldn’t see the dialogue clearly.

你聽不出來風聲不存在是我在感慨
You couldn't hear, (that) the sound of the wind didn't exist, It was me sighing over with emotion.

夢醒來是誰在窗臺把結局打開
Awakened from the dream, who stood by the window, (and) revealed the ending?

那薄如蟬翼的未來經不起誰來拆
That as thin as cicada wing's future, (just) can’t withstand being torn by someone.

(Chorus)
我送你離開千里之外你無聲黑白
I send you away, a thousand mile away, you were silent and black and white. (*like old film)

沈默年代或許不該太遙遠的相愛
Silent age, perhaps shouldn't, (had) a long distance love.

我送你離開天涯之外你是否還在
I send you away, beyond the horizon. Are you still there?

琴聲何來生死難猜用一生去等待
Where is the sound of guqin (*Chinese zither) coming from? It’s hard to predict life and death. (I'll) use (my) whole life to wait.

(Rap)
聞淚聲入林尋梨花白只得一行青苔
Listening to the sound of tears (I) enter the forest, searching for the white pear flower, (but) only get a group of moss.

天在山之外雨落花台我兩鬢斑白
The sky is beyond the mountain, the rain falls on raised flower bed, my both beard and mustache has whiten.

聞淚聲入林尋梨花白只得一行青苔
Listening to the sound of tears (I) enter the forest, searching for the white pear flower, (but) only get a group of moss.

天在山之外雨落花台我等你來
The sky is beyond the mountain, the rain falls on the raised flower bed, I await you to come.

一身琉璃白透明著塵埃你無瑕的愛
(You) Wearing coloured glaze (*clear) white, the transparency shows the dust, your flawless love.

你從雨中來詩化了悲哀我淋濕現在
You come from the rain, makes poetic of sorrow, I'm soaked now.

芙蓉水面采船行影猶在你卻不回來
Colourful cotton roses on the water, the boat sails as if (your) shadow was there, yet you won't return.

被歲月覆蓋你說的花開過去成空白
Covered by time, you said about the blossom of flowers, (but) the pass has become empty.

夢醒來是誰在窗臺把結局打開
Awakened from the dream, who stood by the window, (and) revealed the ending?

那薄如蟬翼的未來經不起誰來拆
That as thin as cicada wing's future, (just) can’t withstand being torn by someone.

(Chorus)
我送你離開千里之外你無聲黑白
I send you away, a thousand mile away, you were silent and black and white. (*like old film)

沈默年代或許不該太遙遠的相愛
Silent age, perhaps shouldn't, (had) a long distance love.

我送你離開天涯之外你是否還在
I send you away, beyond the horizon. Are you still there?

琴聲何來生死難猜用一生去等待
Where is the sound of guqin (*Chinese zither) coming from? It’s hard to predict life and death. (I'll) use (my) whole life to wait.

Check out this man at http://jay-chou.net

Best Asian Song

2006-09-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

2 Fast 2 Furious: Tokyo Drift

I like you (stupid cartoons singing=D)

2006-09-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

Found this online when i was too bored, haha it do makes me laugh, cute nah listen to those stupid cartoons singing haha~

Check out stupid cartoons singing"I Like You" at http://geocities.com/testiflash
Have fun!!!...=D

Don't Cry Me Angel

2006-09-17T19:42:00.000-07:00

No more tears start from now
If yes there will only be tears of happiness
I know you will never surrender to life
You're only try to run out of those nonsense
Trying to be the happiest one on earth

Learn how to pamper yourself
Don't expect too much
High expectations lead to suffer yet unhapiness
Sometimes it would be better to leave it unanswer ain't it

Tears is limited
Life is do so
Live live cool with limited expectations
You'll found the happiness
deep down in your heart

Keep yourself alone if you feel to do so
Keep the precious things in heart
Left behind those surface and hypocrite things
You''ll found the Angel of Tears is leaving you soon
Angel of Happiness is waiting out there

Look at the blue sky as you always do
Cheer up for life
Life is easy if you make it easy
You'll belong to happy life after all...

Keep smile
Keep value
Keep believe
Keep live life cool
You are who you are
You're awesome coz you are standing on your own land

As your favourite song sings
"I won't put my hands up and surrender"...=D

LIfe is just Too Fast Too Furious!

2006-09-16T09:43:00.000-07:00

Part 1_Today went to hospital visited my dad, suddenly i felt like kinda
down when i saw my dad slept on the bed and became a patient, for me my dad always strong and tough, he is a wonderful man thats always work hard for family, but i must admit that he is really getting older and got sick frequently compared last time...Dad trust me i will give ya an enjoy life if i could...

Another thing is, i kinda sad when i stepped into hospital, saw a lot of patients sleep on bed and don't hv ability to do anything, some of them struggling with serious sick and fight for life, some of them hv nothing to say about life, they only know that it's time up to go for heaven, another journey in life!

One of my best friends told me she do got a sick,for me its quite serious sick, i don't know what to say but thanks lot, i knew you told me all this things is because you want me to cherish myself and treat myself better, i promised ya i will...thanks for everything, esp memories filled with tears and laughter, as you said all this will never forgotten no matter where we are...

Part 2_On the way to hospital, i sat in the bus, observe things slowly that i don't even hv time to look at it before, observe all good and bad things quitely without a words. At this moment i don't care about the world, it might be so right that the world don't even care about a person like me, the word still running no matter how...
Penang, a crowded city which is full of materialistic, rob case, and those surface things and people, i jz hate it, i don;t like to stay longer in the same place, i swear i will leave it once i graduate next year, it's time to leave this crowded place!I ain't i am not belong to this crowded place!

Part 3_One Malay auncle came up to the bus, he is handicap, the bus assistant helped him to get into the bus, his face is full of anger. He complaint to a guy that his childrens don't even care about him, he is suffered yet sad, nowadays you childrens will only take care of you if you hv lots of properties, otherwise they will treat you like a shit! Auncle although i don't reeally know and care what happens tn you but i found you're so right, you got the point!Don't blame the God coz how our life looks like is a fate, what more can i say?

Part 4_ I tried to cool down myself, i definately know that i need to take a free breath, i am just too stressed out recently, couldn't help it! Tons of assignments, exams and works hits me! I really hv a complicated mindset! If ya i hv money sure i will run out of this nonsense, go to a place in where no ones know about me, relax and stay CoOL...

Everything is just too fast, everyday walk the same path and work til death to earn money, no one can survive without money, and no one cares even if you work til death.
Life is just like a drama, "Too Fast Too Furious!!!"=D

送給我親愛的朋友(三個女仔一個TENG&大奶shan)

2006-09-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

Dear my lovely friends,

Some songs to share with you guys, i like the lyrics as we used to be the same too, hope everything going well to all of you no matter where we're, the spirit and the bond of friendship always there! You guys are awesome, thanks God for being my friends to share all the happiness and tears together, i will always love my lovely friends...=D (those words with red color highlight is what i wanna tell you guys, got it?=D) Gambateh for our life and so our dreams YEAH!!!

分享 - 伍思凱

時間已做了選擇　什麼人叫做朋友
偶而碰頭　心情卻能一點就通

因為我們曾有過　理想類似的生活
太多感受　絕非三言兩語能形容
可能有時我們顧慮太多
太多決定需要我們去選擇
擔心會犯錯　難免會受挫
幸好一路上有妳陪我

與妳分享的快樂　勝過獨自擁有
至今我仍深深感動　好友如同一扇窗
能讓視野不同
與妳分享的快樂　勝過獨自擁有
至今我仍深深感動　好友如同一扇門
讓世界〔變〕開闊

有夢有朋友 - 伍思凱／優客李林

夜將來臨　心靈黯淡時光
那一盞燈　〔會〕最早為你點亮
當黎明時分　回首長夜漫漫
那一顆星　堅持陪你一晚
在難免有風有雨人生長路上
因為你我會變得更堅強

夢想在左手　朋友是右手
未來才會變得有看頭
軟弱的時候　我不會低頭
多麼幸運和你一起走

明天的天空　因為有夢有朋友
心靈的翅膀才能飛得久

有夢有朋友　有汗有笑有淚滴
都會是一生溫暖的回憶

有夢有朋友　有笑有淚滴
將是我們溫暖的回憶

Dear lovely ones~Gail and Phoebe

2006-09-03T23:13:00.000-07:00

Dear my lovely friends,

Both of you're going back to Canada soon,
time flies so fast,
me too back in Malaysia for almost half year,
but do miss the good ole times we had spent together~

Dear Phoebe,
i hope ya you have a great time back in Malaysia,
you're always my great ever partner in photo shooting,
and my great ever model of course,
Have fun with your new cam,
shoot more Canada's beauty to share with us ya!
Be tough ya no matter what happens!
We'll always there for you, my dear!

Dear Big Breast Gail,
I bet you must be so heavy heart to leave Taiwan,
but ya take it easy,
be tough as you always used to be,
hope you'll enjoy travel around Canada with GiGi,
time past very fast,
don't worry too much,
you'll finish your study soon and back to your lovely home,
Wish you have a wonderful love story with GiGi~

Take Care and Good Luck ya my lovely friends!
Friendship Forever!
Me and Bernice always here to give our best regards~

"Friendship across countries"

"True friends are worth me to keep in my heart forever, you guys even worth more"

Sorry for long absence~

2006-09-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

Sorry it was been a long time i absent in my blog, i was too busy with my stuffs plus don't have internet access at home, shall be able to online after 15 Sep, life can be so bored ya without online and chatting with lovely ones, blogging and foruming...

Just came back from KL 2in1 trip ("sampat"gathering and shooting trip), will upload more pics here after this week exams, erm i hate exams...

More about KL's sampat gathering and shooting trip COMING SOON! Keep your eyes open!

Crazy! Crazy!

2006-09-03T22:37:00.000-07:00

by Simple Plan

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money is our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Nah move again...dang!!!

2006-08-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

Argh don't know why but since i have back in Malaysia, i feel so uncomfortable to share room with a roomate, i guess maybe i feel so free when the time i was in Canada, because i only need to share a house with one roomate, very comfortable and free environment, no disturb at all...

I have moved in to my current place when the sem started on July, share a god damn tiny room with a stranger, i don't even know my roomate before this, plus i have to bear with worst situation, six people sharing a bathroom. I really feel suffer and so uncomfortable as i am kinda person who always spend minimum of 15 minutes in bathroom, plus i just hate the room, kinda like sardin room, there is only very little space to walk. Actually when i moved here i only thinking that it could helps me to save some money, as there are so expensive to hv my private room. But, til now i surrendered, i feel unhappy with my current living place, although my roomate and housemates are quite friendly. I means ya, i need to have my personal space to relax, because currently i am studying and working at the same time, i am kinda quite person although most of the time people thought that i am talkative person...

I already found a new room for RM200, no refrigerator, no internet access(maybe will set it up later if ya hv enough money), no heather in the bathroom (don't know how do i feel if ya take a bath in the early morning), no cooking (i don't care about this as i am lazy to cook...=D), i satisfied with the new room where i am going to move in soon. There will be only 3 people in a house, i like it!!!

The only thing is, i need to find a person to fill in my place, sigh...i found it so hard man, hopefully i can find a new roomate to fill in my place as soon as possible so that i no need to pay for the rental, I am almost run out of money, sigh again. this is cruel life we always have to bear with it...

I am looking forward to move to new place in this coming Saturday, i hope i no need to move anymore after this~

Happy Birthday to me!!!

2006-08-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah finally i reached 23 oh my god it's true i am getting older man, time past so fast~

Had a great birthday ya, received those lovely sms from my lovely friends we have Pei Sze, Yewei, Hooi Mei, Cindy, Irene, Pat, Bernice, my lil sis, my cousin, Reon, Jen, Kim, Eugene, Peter,Yan and so on...thanks so much for those wishes ya, special thanks to Jen and Kim as they came and find me at my working place and treat me an awesome dinner, we had western foodsss together yeah all of us are exchange students haha~back to the good ole times=>

Received a quote from my cute cute friend,Yewei"No dream is too high for those with their eyes in the sky"CoOL yes you're so right! I like the quote ya~

And again thanks Jen and Kim for the lovely dinner and great time we had spent together tonight, i'll keep the sweet memories in my mind forever~

Also thanks Pat, a girl who same birthday with me, we greets each others haha so Funny hey, so surprised that she's same birthday with me~Great to know her too

And my birthday's wish for this year, yes ya as i am almost to be graduated soon, i hope that i will have a successful career and be able to make more money to fight for my dreams, Yeah be a backpacker and travel around the world is my dream, i really wish i could do that~

Lastly,Happy birthday to me before the clock turn over 12!!!

Get ready for 23,SuZanne!!! Ace it and make sure ya be the awesome one YEAH!!!

The Wanderers Concert Night=Awesome Night

2006-07-28T12:56:00.000-07:00

Went off to The Wanderers Concert which is organized by USM Wanderer society, nice i said ya! All the singers are Rockzzzz ya haha, i really enjoyed the night so much~ And ya most of the commitee thought i am reporter and just let me walked in when first the VIPs arrived there, as most of my friends said i looks like a reporter with my Prosumer camera FZ-5 along with me! Oh hehehee lot of FuNssss i must said!!!

(front)Chloe, Irene in red and her sis Avy, and Konichiwa we have 2 Japanese friends, Hiroshi and Asa

Me(looks like reporter with the Prosumer cam plus glass eh ha), Irene, Avy, Hiroshi and Asa

Guitar band, a gang of talented guys from USM Yeah~

Hip-hop Rap King for the night

He's Rockzzz

He's Cute kaka~shoot lot of his pics during the night, he's eye catching!!!

They sang their dreams on the stage, i wish i could too...=D

She's Rockzzz, awesome!

More singers pics~

MC for the night, they are funny yet brought so much fun to audience
You guys're just Awesome!!!

Thanks and see you guys next year! We'll sing our dreams again in our next concert!!!
Oh yeah i can't wait til next year ha~

我的漫游之说

2006-07-27T02:44:00.000-07:00

好久没打中文了，因为想要籍此提高我的英文水平(虽然本人的英文还是有点烂)
很多人都说我不像读过中国文学的人，
因为我看起来没有文化细胞
想一想也对啦
身边朋友都说我长得搞笑成份居多

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最近在看一本书<两个马来西亚人行地平线>
书中作者就是背起行囊走天下
用最便宜的方法几乎走遍世界
他们实在太CoOL了

书中有提到“有了第一次出走就有第二次第三次”
“没有所谓的理想与现实之间拉锯，
那是一辈子背望着理想而感怀身世的人提出来的妥协论”
喜欢作者的言论，
不知不觉又陶醉于我的梦想之中
是的，如果有机会的话
我也要背起行囊
漫游地平线
走累了，就停下来
歇息在岸边，刁起一根烟
笑看红尘

天地何其大

等到有一天

没有了生活的负担

我就会背起行囊

把满满的梦想塞满在沉重的背囊

一步一脚印

把全世界走遍

我知道

我会等到那一天的到来

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开始了第一学期的校园生活

看着熟悉的校园

陌生的脸孔

踩着孤单的脚步

上下课

累了

就待在冷冰冰的电脑室

不知道是不是没有了同学期朋友的陪伴

少了八卦的日子

多了思考的时间

还是我想太多了

开始为将来烦恼

复杂的脑袋

彷惶的脚步

这就是生活

生老病死

做人真的就这样了一生吗

我想

我必须承认

人生如戏

2006-07-27T02:38:00.000-07:00

鱼说：你看不见我流下的泪，因为我在水中
水说：我看见你的泪，因为你在我心中

2006-07-27T02:19:00.000-07:00

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。。。
不要轻易说爱，
许下的承诺就是欠下的债。。。

老鼠对猫说我爱你，
猫说你走开，
老鼠流泪走开，
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪。。。

其实有一种爱情叫做放弃。。。
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险。。。
女人善变的是脸，
男人善变的是心。。。

在爱情的世界里，
没有谁对不起谁，
只有谁不懂珍惜谁。。。

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开。。。
要记得捉紧爱情，
而不是捉伤彼此的感情。。。
不要忘了真爱难寻。。。

Best friends will always in my heart@_@

2006-07-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

As ya chatting with my big breast friend, Gail and suddenly missing the good ole times in Canada again, anyway the fact in i am step in Malaysia now, i have to continue for what i have choosed to be, i have no regret as i have met you guys in Canada...=D~

A words for my best friends ya who worth me to keep in my heart forever~

Gail: She used to be my big breast pretty friend(she always mentioned that) haha, and ya she is the one who teached me a lot about life and so on, be there for me to see me cry when i am feeling down, although we are far miles away from each other but YEAH the good ole times will always in my heart no matter how, because You're are my worth friend for forever!!!

Yeah i am waiting here ya, come to Malaysia "eat me live me" with GiGi ok, and don't forget you owe me 100 riceballs ok, i'll get it from you when i visit to Taiwan again!!!

Bernice: She always there listen to me and borrow her shoulder whenever i need it, and ya she is a great friend to have and to share everything, i won't forget your helps ya while during my stay in Canada. This girl has a open heart and she is kind enough to her friends, i like to be your friend forever!!! I miss you smile a lot~

Phoebe: This little girl had fight with me once But luckily we became "sampat" friend again. She looks cute and ya you will agree with me if you have chance to meet her. We cried together when ya spoiled our relationship with someone, and ya for that we keep encouraging each other and once smoked together, crazy time we had in Canada. So whatzz, we're doing well now, and ya love as always!!!will support ya no matter what happens to you coz you're my great pal!!!

I love you guys so much and ya, looking forward to meet you guys again, i'll keep the good ole times we had in Canada in my heart forever, thanks for being my lovely friends~

Story from a husband

2006-07-20T03:43:00.000-07:00

My friend HuiQi sent me an article, thought it would be great to share it on my blog, the article talked about Story from A husband, nice to read! I love the story very much~

Story from a husband
To my married and unmarried friends:
This is a very touching story, please read it slowly, I've
read it more than twice....

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stopped in front of
our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her
out of the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water:
we had a kid; I went into
business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing,
the affection between us
seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together
and got home almost at
the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm
life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed
in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls'
eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we were just married,
my wife said,
Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had
betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some
furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was
unhappy, because
I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment,
the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it
used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about
it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be
deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy
preparing dinner.
I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the
computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my
entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we
divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few
seconds without a word. Apparently
she believed that divorce was something too far away from
her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was
serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic
eye and tried to hide something
while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She
gently smiled
at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then
we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any
more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got
something to
tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I
observed the hurt
in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let
her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the
serious topic
calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked
me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This
so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I
knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our
marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer,
because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement
which stated that
she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company. She glanced
at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my
heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would
become a stranger one day. But
I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I
had expected to
see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea
of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to
be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my
clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I
woke up, I found
she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s
time before divorce, and in the
month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her
reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation
a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage
was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me,
He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding
day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful
memories to me. I nodded
and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she
continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me
out in your arms on the day when
we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must
carry me out from
the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days
and wished to
end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed
loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she
does, she has to face the
result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or
less made me feel
uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce
intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each
other as a stranger. So when I
carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped
behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words
brought me a sense
of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the
door, I walked
over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and
said softly,
Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded,
feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She
went to wait for a bus, I drove
to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She
leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman
carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were some
fine wrinkles on
her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is
being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel
that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my
sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became
vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something,
such as, where
she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking
, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I
didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday
workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not
difficult to carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She
tried quite a few
but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized
that it was because she was
thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I
was stronger. I
knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again,
I felt a sense
of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her
head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum
out. He said. To
him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an
essential part
of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged
him tightly. I
turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind
at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking
from the
bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand
surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body
tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly
move a step. Our
son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will
hold me in your
arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice
that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I
was afraid any
delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the
door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm
serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead.
You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't
divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she
and I didn't value the details of life, not because we
didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since
I carried her
into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to
hold her until
I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and
then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked
downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a
bouquet for my wife
which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write
on the card. I
smiled and wrote,
I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

Langkawi~

2006-07-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

I Love Taiwan's Foodsssss

2006-07-18T10:01:00.000-07:00

I love Taiwan's foods so much, as they seems to be fresh and new to me. I had visit Taiwan twice even have chance to eat more Taiwan's foods, there will be only a word to describe the foods: AWESOME!!! Below are some of foods pics i took while visit to LiuHo(one of Taiwan's famous night market at Kaoshiung). Those lovely foods pics will explain everything, you will get to know how nice the foods is. Oh god i have lost in the foods again...it always good to looking back at those pics, miss the good ole times very much=P

The price i have to pay for extending my semesters

2006-07-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

As some of my friends they might know that i need to extend my semeters as i went off to Canada for student exchange programme..

Well somehow i thought i am CoOL enough to handle it, But to be honest i felt so lonely without my classmates accompany esp Pei Sze(she used to be my manager) and Bee Yean (a funny and "sampat"girl to hang out with and enjoy the class together), nah now i have to attend all the classes alone, look at the crowded campus But i feel so lonely, how lonely it is have to attend classes alone, i feel so wrong man!!!

Ya i totally understand my newly met friend, Jen's feeling (she just came back from Finland), both of us used to be the same but she have only a semester to go, me even more worst as there are 2 bloody hell boring semesters waiting for me, save me god! My mum is right as she was worried about me once how could i attend all the classes alone, there most be so bored! Mum i found you are so right now!

I have choosed the way i want to be, even till now i never regret, of course i do feel bored but what to do, this is life man, full of ups and downs, of course full of bored and lonely steps sometimes~

Lonely, i am so lonely...

PENANG TRIP WITH ALL INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS~

2006-07-15T11:43:00.000-07:00

Went off for Penang one day trip with all international students, enjoyed getting along with them pretty much. Some of them are from Finland, Australia, China, Brunei and of course Canada. There are 2 students from UofLethbridge where i did my exchange program last time.

Here are some of shots for the day, wow so good you know what, there are so many beautiful scenary in Penang that i don't even get to know without joining this trip, and of course its a good opportunity for me to do some shooting haha~AWESOME!!!

Arrived at Kek Lok Si Temple,
teacher Kim and Rush from Brunei were in the pic~

I like this shot~

Again Kim and Rush in the pic, so lovely!

A shot of temple

Another one from different perspective!

Hey turtle why you looks so lonely?
Lonely i am so lonely, let's me sing a song for you ah ha!

Some snap shots for the day~

Teacher Kim treat them with local fruit,
while the guy from Holland posting for me to shot, nice!

See, how much they enjoyed my pineapple tart!

After finished visit to Kek Lok Si, we went off for lunch hour.
Penang famous prawn noodle-my lunch for the day , awesome!!!

Of course cendol as well, RM1.20 damn cheap!
Tasty man...=D

Me and Kim for the day!
She is a nice person, very friendly yet easy going!
I enjoyed to hang out with her all day long!
Oh ya she just came back from Canada too!

Our next location for the day-Penang Hill
Group photo session before goin to cable car, lovely ain't it?~

Jen, me and Don from Canada acting silly for the day~

Oh Yeah! my reflection on Don's sun glass,
while Kim looking at me making the shot~
Oh ya Don has a CoOL hair style haha~

Everyone waiting in front of Penang Hill before time up to enter inside cable car

Jen and Don
See, Don enjoying the foods pretty much!

A shot of Penang bridge from uphill

Finally we have Komtar, Penang typical attraction!

This is Penang, a place where i have lived in for almost 3 years!

Coconut trees, i just shot whatever i think is good haha~

Another view of Penang, so lovely!

The blue sky
We had a good weather for the day

Sami tried to act like the signal, a funny guy from Finland!
Nice to meet you!

Creative photo artwork, it costs RM10 per picture

Me, Kim, Jen and Sami
We had a great time all day long~

Saw this new series of BMW at downstairs of my place, god damn nice!

Some snapshots of the car!

Till then Cheers!
Hope you guys enjoy your stay in Malaysia!

Taiwan~

2006-07-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

Just finished chat with my buddy, bernen through Skype and we do talk about Taiwan, both of them have been there for quite a long times before back in Malaysia, and suddenly i am thinking of Taiwan so much for no reasons. Taiwan are so good even compared to Malaysia, it is only a small country but i guess the technology and facilities are even better than ours! Haha yeah this is Taiwan! I miss Taiwan esp my best friend, Gail, a Taiwanese girl whom i met in Canada! Great to have her as my pal! She is very friendly yet easy going! One of the reasons i like about Taiwan! Sometimes we might like about a place because of people over there or even certain sweet memories in the place!!!i found it's so true!

Great that i even have chance to visit Taiwan twice, well i will only describe Taiwan as below:

Country: very small But huge population
Transportation: Every Taiwanese's house sure they do have a scooters(at least everyone will have one) as there are too inconvenience to drive a car in Taiwan, you can't even find a parking lot. When i travel there, i went around by train and i felt the train timetable is too complicated yet difficult to understand, as Taiwan is separated to too many small places!
Politic: Also Complicated! My Taiwanese friend Gail did told me once that their current president don't even know how to speak English! Oh gosh...i was thinking how he can became a president with poor languages skills!
Traffic: Their traffic gave me a very bad impression as we almost involve in an accident when my Taiwanese friend, Gail was drived me from Taipei on the way back to Taoyuan. Terrible!!!People drive in their own ways without taking care of other's safety, dare to say the traffic even more worst than Malaysia~
Food: Just awesome! i feel hungry everytime talk about Taiwan lovely foods haha~I hope only that i have ten stomachs so that i can eat all the delicious foods over there haha~
People: Quite friendly, esp uncle aunty are willing to provide you with helping hands, they are kind enough to show you the right direction when you get lost. I don't know but my best friend, a Taiwanese told me once that Taiwan is quite full of dangerous, hrm or i guess i am so lucky that i met only the good one during my stay in Taiwan???haha~
Fashion: Teenager they all wear in very Japanese's style, also with punk hair which make me felt that i am so out of the world newest trend haha~Who's care?I am traditional yet simple one who likes to wear in simple style~I am kinda of person who always miss the good ole times, and ya i likes to wear in simple which makes me feel so comfortaable~
Technology: There will be only a word to describe their technology: ADVANCE!!!haha esp the electronic products and computer accesories, damn cheap. I even got a Panasonic DMC FZ5 cam for RM 1000plus 1 GB memory card, tripod and so on. Damn cheap ya i dare to say~Taiwanese also very creative in designing those items, as i saw a big breast mouse pad which makes me wanna laugh til death~

Even til now i still miss Taiwan so much! For sure i will visit there again if have chance~
Til then Cheers! Will try to upload Taiwan's trip pics whenever i am free!

Taiwan, such a lovely place~

me@Baskin31Robbins (1st working day)

2006-07-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

Well started my 1st training at Baskin31Robbins today, damn tired! Anyway at least i am glad that i have a part-time job now, at least i can cover my own expenses and it might helps a bit in decreasing my parent's burden!!!

1st day of training, i learned how to scoop ice cream and serve customer, i guess i will never know working as Baskin31Robbins waitress is such a big knowledge, why i am saying this way? Haha first you got to learn how to scoop the ice cream in the right serving size, there are two different size, junior cup must be equal to 70 gram while regular cup should be serve in 110gram. And also i learned how to make a cream as a topping for the ice cream. Dare to say, my hands was so pain after 1st day of working. You know what, i will never know some of ice creams can be so extremely hard to scoop, i got to use more power to scoop it. Wow what the hell ya man haha~

One thing glad about is my collegues, Din and Bryan, also our assistant manager, Kak Su are quite friendly yet easy going, at least i believe i will enjoy working with them. Maybe i will work here until next year, luckily they makes my days. They are willing to teach and share with me. haha oh ya all of them are USM students also, waiting for their upcoming convocation on this coming August.

What else i can talk about? I only know that i will be more busier after this as my first class will be started on tomorrow while i need to work at the same time, don't even have time to do my own stuff, a word to decribe my life: TIRED!!! Well anyway money go first, it will be a tired life for the whole semester especially when the whole bunch of stupid assignments bump into me haha~

Hey yo gal, better take a bath and go for bed, tomorrow will be another busy day! Your body keep complaining they are god damn tired, their machine almost getting jam! Crazy working person in the crazy world!!! She wish only she could as tough as robot. Where is the brightness smile on your face? Hey did you hear me?@_@

Peace out!!!